Success, Friends, and Adjustments

Woohoo! Another successful training block! I've somehow managed to sustain 6 weeks of 50+ miles per week, feeling great. Some all-important stats from the past few months:

• MPW peak: 57.8
• Average MPW over last 6 weeks: 54
• Peak long run: 19 miles
• 5 long runs >= 16 miles
• 2 long runs >= 18 miles

Easing into intensity

I never realized how good 9:00-10:00 min/mile paces were for the body; those miles have worked wonders for me. Base building has been SO important to me as a runner and I feel stronger and more durable than I ever have before. However, despite my original plans as stated last month, I am choosing to move out of this phase. It felt like I was either getting bored or reaching a plateau... plus, I felt that in order to continually improve at low heart rate paces, I needed to increase my volume significantly from 8h30m per week to maybe 10h-11h per week. I wasn't sure I'd have that kind of time to commit, at least not for my first go at the marathon distance.

Of course, I'll need to re-assess as the weeks go by to see how my body responds to the new stimulus but hopefully the preparation will have been adequate! :)

So... last week was the first week I went under 50 miles per week (mpw) as I opted to soften my move into higher intensity training with a little extra cycling. With friends, cycling is BY FAR MY FAVORITE CROSS-TRAINING ACTIVITY. I wish I had the time and endurance to do more of it....

Hillzzz

My next training block of 4 weeks will be focused on adding hill workouts and 1 tempo type workout per week. My focus is building up leg strength for hill-climbing, maintaining endurance with long runs and mid-long runs, easing into better stamina with the tempo runs, and preventing injury by lots of icing, foam rolling, and tiger balming.

• Tempo Run: Right now, my guestimate for tempo pace is about 7:30-7:40/mile on the track and 7:40-7:45/mile on the (flat) roads. 
• Calculated from recent 5K pace (7:19)+20-25'' = 7:39-7:44
• Hills
• San Bruno: sustained hill workouts at high aerobic effort: 2.0mi uphill, active rest, 1.1 mi steep uphill, active rest, 1.1mi steep uphill at goal race effort
• week 1 and 4 (may forego week 4 to do the ninja loop run as my long run that week)
• Twin Peaks hill repeats: hard effort hill repeats on this circuit
• week 2 and 3
• Adding intensity to weekly long runs (on hills ONLY), everything else relaxed and slow.

A few notes on training intensities

• First 20 minute tempo run was done today at 7:30 min/mile pace. Felt goooood @ an average HR of 169 bpm. Comfortably hard is now my favorite workout type! :D
• I learned that, for some reason, my perceived exertion in running goes from "hard" to "easy" very easily. I have no metric for "moderate," which is why HR training has been so important. My HR<154 training paces have felt easy, but if I'm being brutally honest with myself, some of those days, especially the day after a 1h30m run... were actually "moderate." 
• I've also noticed that it takes me a good while to warm-up now. I used to bounce out fast right out of the gate and now I sometimes don't feel warmed up until about half an hour into a run. Interestingly, it feels like I need my warm-up to feel like the run is going well. Hopefully it's a sign that my leg muscles are changing at the cellular level. I mean, I really miss sprinter legs, but my hybrid endurance legs are pretty shweet too. And I still get to keep my glutes and calves. :P

2017 Training/Race Plans

BSIM Training Plan

After weeks and weeks of reading and research, I think I finally have a training strategy in place for Big Sur. There are a couple key components to my training plan:

• Run streak (feetstreak). Run at least one mile a day. Since December 1st, 2016, I have been running at least a mile a day and it was tiring at first but it's become habit now - and I enjoy it!
• Flexibility. I must honor my body and my time commitments - if things get in the way of what I have scheduled, don't stress about it! Be flexible!
• Avoid refined carbohydrates - as much as possible but not strictly.  This one is an obvious one but I don't want to be too strict about it. It would be too stressful to avoid refined carbs entirely. At least not at this point in my life where it's difficult to find time to make my own food!
• Focus on injury prevention and recovery. Be honest with myself and know when I need to take just a mile day or when I can push my running volume. Stretch. Strengthen. Foam roll. Sleep. Eat well!

The periodization of the training plan is rather simple:

1. [MAF] Dec - February (13-15 weeks): MAF intensity (HR <154, ideally <150) for all runs and bike rides
2. [Speedwork (Races)] March 10-25 (3 weeks): 3 races for speedwork
• March 13, 2017 | Reach for A Star 5K (Brisbane, CA) - Registration - proceeds benefit the Brisbane Elementary School District!
• March 18, 2017 | Folsom South Side Trail Run 21-mile (Folsom, CA) - Registration
• March 25, 2017 | Golden Gate Duathlon 5 mile run, 18 mile bike, 2 mile run (El Sobrante, CA) - Registration 
3. [Marathon specific workouts] March 30-April 16 (2 weeks): depending on how I feel, marathon-specific goal pace workouts + reduce volume for taper.
4. [Taper] April 17-29 (2 weeks): Taper @ MAF intensity!

Runstreak Details

The rules of my runstreak are as follows:

1) Run at least one mile every day, ideally two.
2) All forms of running/jogging count, including team sports such as basketball.
3) Hikes of  5 or more miles count as run/endurance activity for that day. Better if I can run a little bit of the way!

Why did I decide to do a runstreak?

1) Running is fun!
2) I wanted to increase my running efficiency by daily reinforcement of the neuromuscular patterns.
3) I wanted to make running a habit.
4) I wanted to build my weekly mileage.
5) If I ran every day since Dec 1, 2016 to the day before the marathon on 4/30/2017, I would have completed a 150 day runstreak (feetstreak). That's a pretty incredible feat! March 10th would be Day 100, on which I plan on blogging once more about the experience.

After BSIM

May 13, 2017 | Yosemite Half Marathon - taking 2 weeks off from running after the marathon then planning on running this half for fun!

May 2017 | Break + Rebuilding (+swimming)

June 2017 | Cycling and Trail Running! (easy running on the raods)

July 8, 2017 | Golden Gate Coastal Trail Marathon - if I'm feeling okay, then this trail run for fun!

July - August | Cycling and Trail Running! (easy running on the roads+swimming)

September, 25 2017 | Santa Cruz Triathlon (sprint or olympic)

October - December | Whate'er I feel like! (ease back into base-building)

January - March 2018 | Base-building!

My ultimate running mecca would be to run the 123rd Boston Marathon in 2019. Boston because duh. And the number 123 because I sort of feel like it's my "angel number." In college, I got that bib number 3 times in a row (old blog post) and, being a teeny bit superstitious, I took it as a sign that I should simplify my life. I took that mindset to heart in the years that followed. Simplification is a very powerful thing - just look at how "simply" running slower has changed my whole mindset and relationship to running and endurance sports. It would definitely give my whole running journey a cherry on top if I ran in the 123rd Boston Marathon. :) :) :)

Resources

[1] Big Book of Endurance Training, Philip Maffetone

[2] Racing Weight, Matt Fitzergald

[3] Healthy Intelligent Training, Keith Livingstone

2 year ACL surgery anniversary! @ UCSF 5K Holiday Classic

It's December already. And that means it's 2 years since ACL reconstruction surgery on my left knee (Dec 17, 2014). These past few years have been a rollercoaster, career-wise, relationship-wise, and in my running journey. This blog has sort of evolved as an outlet for my dreams and thoughts, but most predominantly, things related to an "active lifestyle."

It's crazy to think that I was in crutches two years ago and now people have said I'm "so in shape" or that I'm a "fitness junkie." I don't try to get these labels.. rather, I actively try to avoid them. But I'm fortunate, nonetheless, that my "obsession" (preferably, read: passion) emanates that way.

It's been an interesting fitness/running journey this past two years. A lot of downs... but a lot of ups as well. Let's focus on how amazing the ups have been:

• a job I enjoy that allows me to be flexible with my hours for training
• first road bike
• my first double digit training run, and then the second, and then a weekly thing!
• finishing my first half marathon, a sprint triathlon, and then a second half marathon
• PRing the 5K and 10K distance

But the biggest lessons I learned?

• Consistency is key.
• You don't have to go goal pace all the time!! In fact, you're likely to get injured if you do...

The year ended with an awesome 5K race for the UCSF Diabetes Center (all proceeds go to the Diabetes Center and is completely run by volunteers). The course was USATF certified which is pretty nice, since I know this is an official distance (unlike those Berkeley Half shenanigans!).

Honestly, I didn't know what to expect for this race because I'd done all of my training at MAF intensities up to this point (besides racing).

I did WAY better than expected and felt stronger than I thought I should have by the end. You guys, this is a HUGE personal record, beating my high school cross country time by 30 seconds. At 22:44 (7:19/mi pace), I think it spoke volumes to what LHRT/MAF has done for me. I went out to fast again, but honestly, I also think I could have pushed harder in that second mile. The second mile of a 5K, as it turns out, is a highly mental game. It was even more challenging given that the course has a few gentle hills going around Stow Lake. According to my Garmin/Strava, I blasted through the first mile split at 6:59 then slowed down to 7:31 in the second. I think... I just got lazy. For a 5K, you have to be mentally present for all 20+minutes of the game. Your legs have to be moving fast and your willpower has to be tough. I saw some females pass me and just thought... well, I'm not as fit as her, so I don't need to push myself so hard and ANYWAY, I still have 1.5 miles left to go! I know, WEAK. But despite having raced quite a few races this year, I still feel quite inexperienced, especially in the mental toughness department. In my opinion, LHRT definitely did not prepare me mentally for the second mile, but it did physiologically prepare me for the last. I found a kick in the end and finished strong.

Anyways. DESPITE THAT. Like I said, I blew away my high school PR (formerly 23:15 and even then, I'm not sure if that was a legit time... since there is no record of it online, as hard as I've searched) and the adult PR I set at the Giant Race earlier this year (23:36 @ 7:35/mi). I came in 2nd in my age group (F20-29) and I think 6th(?) overall female in a field of about 106 (22 out of 174 overall M/F). Results posted here: http://www.synergyracetiming.com/ucsf-diabetes-center-miracle-mile-5k/.

All that without intervals or high intensity work. I averaged about 25-30 miles per week with all of my training paces at 9:00+ minutes/mile (many closer to 10:00/mi)! The time is about where I think my road surface MAF was at the time... which was about 9:30/mi. The best part is: NO INJURIES!

I think it's enough proof for me to trust this method for another few weeks. Some day soon, I hope to break the 5K 7:00/mi average pace barrier (21:38)... but there's still 2 months of low intensity miles and base building left! Maybe I'll do a 5K as an official reintroduction to higher intensity work when the time comes.

P.S. I've run 1000km so far in 2016. Isn't that insane???

P.S.S. ALSO, my boyfriend ran his first 5K coming back from clavicle surgery. While the surgery didn't affect his legs, it was his first invasive surgery and it's been taking a lot mentally to get back into a health and fitness regime. He ran it at 8:08 pace which is pretty awesome for only running once a week leading up to it! I'm just glad to have my life partner back on his feet again :).

Berkeley Half Marathon 2016: lessons in rain and pain

So, I didn't reach my sub-1:45 goal. It was a PR but I didn't even break 1:47, which I think I was completely capable of. And that really sucked.

I think that I'm okay with the results, though, because I've never had a really "bad" race before and I think all distance runners need to have bad races before they really figure out what works for them and what doesn't. Here are a few big things I learned yesterday:

1) I tend to start out very fast. And the problem is that it feels. so. good. Especially after a taper... you just have that spring in your step! I'd read SO many articles about how you're not supposed to start out too fast for endurance races and I honestly thought I was holding myself back. But the first half of Berkeley is insanely hilly and puts you at risk for anaerobic burnout. Going out fast for a 10K or 5K works great but endurance races are a no, no. On the other hand, I PR'd the 10K distance (in a race setting) with a sub-8 pace (official time 47:48, 7:42 pace), which I'd been trying to achieve for a long time. And I ran myself into an unofficial sub-8 paced 10-miler as well!

2) The other problem I had was it was mentally very difficult to dig deep despite the fatigue from starting out too fast. Again, I'd read that the last 5 miles is where the 13.1 distance really becomes a race, and I thought I really had it in me. With my LHRT (low heart rate training) regimen, I practiced a fast finish only once and a semi-brick tempo 5K off of a 30mi ride on the bike. This, and the fact that I had raced often in the past gave me the confidence that I had the mental fortitude necessary to pull out a reach goal.

But reach goals are difficult. PRs are difficult. On a challenging course (550ft elevation gain) in tough conditions (cold and rainy), you've got yourself one hell of a race. And when the 1:45 pacer passed me near mile 10, I felt extremely discouraged. I really wanted a good time. I tried to dig deep. I tried to move faster by quickening my stride rate but all my legs could give me was an 8:30-9:00 pace. It didn't help at all that the last 3 miles are very slightly uphill. Making my efforts for pace seem a LOT more grueling.

Discouraged, I decided to walk a couple of times in mental defeat. I didn't need to walk but I ended up doing so, thinking that it would be enough to regain my composure. Re-composure never happened and, post-race, I hated myself for walking at all.

If I couldn't get 1:45, I could have at least tried for 1:46:xx. Alas... this is why you should have B goals and C goals. If I had believed in a B or C goal, I would not have walked and I would have gotten an even better PR. If I had believed in a B or C goal, I would have realized that some things like weather are just out of your control and you have to give yourself the best that you can. It's especially difficult to prepare for inexperience, which was probably the biggest obstacle I had this race.

It isn't all bad, though, because I believe that a race like this will give me the extra push I need in the final minutes of a race, regardless of whether or not I'm close to my goal time.

3) Finally, a note on the month of training I did at low heart rates:

LHRT gave me the ability and the spirit to train more consistently. On that alone, I was able to run a 5K only 4 seconds slower than the Giant Race I did in September AND I ran my fastest 10K to date, without it hurting at all. I can only imagine how much faster I've gotten at those distances.

In all, I think 4 weeks of LHRT was not enough training to build up my endurance for the full half marathon. The ramp up in weekly miles was great but I didn't stay at a high mileage for very long before the race, which meant, frankly, there wasn't enough aerobic conditioning past the 1 hour mark.

My plan for the Big Sur International Marathon is to make sure all my runs go a minimum 60-75 minutes during base building phase in addition to the Sunday long run and a mid-week, mid-long run (>90 minutes).

4) Other notes I made for myself:
* more aerobic strength and vLT training needed
* be prepared for sudden course changes (I have no idea why they changed the course but it was not what I was expecting so my race strategy got a bit thrown off. As a result, I think the course ended up being maybe 0.1-0.2 miles short, which contributed to my official PR... but I'll take it since I'm confident I can beat it the next time I run a half.)
* practice running in the rain and various different weather conditions (this will come with consistency)
* could still stand to lose a few lbs (at 123-124 now)

All in all, a humbling race and one that will keep me focused for the many months to come before Big Sur. Here I go!

ALSO. I am getting better at taking race photos!!

   

Crazytown week and pacing experiments

Taper week is driving me crazy!! Since I started running consistently the past month, the thought of taking more than 1 day off from running really gives me the nerves - and I've planned pretty much total rest (brisk walking is aiite) on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Saturday... I've never felt so wound up before. I just want to run the race already so I can get back to my regular programming. This week is particularly stressful, too, because of a group project in my physio class and some deadlines at work. Argh!!

Maybe I feel like I didn't train very hard EVEN THOUGH it's probably the most miles I've ever run (or biked) in a single 30 day period. Although I've tested how it felt to run at different pace intensities, I'm still racking my brain because I haven't run at goal half marathon pace for more than 1-mile at a time. Of course, as I described before, there's a reason for that. I've just been building volume and I never intended to take the Berkeley Half seriously anyways. Being competitive old me, competitive with myself, the thought of not giving it my all, even when I feel so strong now (structurally, at least), I'm pressuring myself to perform and prove that my experimentation with high volume actually works.

But anyways...

Since receiving my Garmin Forerunner 235 (as a wonderful wonderful birthday gift from Marvin), I've bought into the theories of low heart rate training. I won't go into to much detail here because the best starting point for anyone would be this article here: "Want Speed? Slow Down!"

The gist of it is I used a very simple formula to find the heart rate I should rarely, if ever, exceed during my runs.

Maximal Aerobic Function HR = 180 - age

For me, my MAF HR is 154bpm but I've been aiming for about 150bpm most days because my breathing rate feels easier and it's also easier to prevent my heart rate from jumping at that effort. I allow for 154 when going up the unavoidable hills and inclines of San Francisco and Daly City routes.

Dr. Phil Maffetone suggests training at this heart rate exclusively for several months but I've mainly tried to keep it at 80-90% of my training. So I've more or less been following an 80/20 or 90/10 rule (80%-90% easy and 10%-20% at moderate-difficult efforts).

I still also have a long way to go in regards to cleaning up my nutrition and fueling habits. But I feel like I'm getting there. :)

After one month, I've noticed a few subjective side effects:

1) I enjoy running/jogging far more -- It's absurd how many days this month I've gotten out of bed excited to get a jog in or sad that it's rest day. I'm no longer tired after every run. I look forward to each run more than I ever have before. I never thought this was possible, given I'm a bit of a masochist and enjoy the feeling of a hard workout. But this method really makes me want to get out of bed in the morning to get a 10 miler in!!

2) I value the rest day and my structural fitness. Sleep and recovery are a lot more important to me, which in turn helps me bounce back from long run days quickly. If there's one most important I've taught myself over the past months, it's that fitness gains don't happen during the workout. They happen after the workout, and most importantly, while you sleep.

3) Slowing down taught me to honor my body and avoid injury and overtraining. It was easier for me to listen to my body and notice twinges and aches before they became full-blown injuries. This allowed me to foam roll, hydrate, stretch, strength train, or do whatever I needed to do to prevent ITBS or my previous knee/arch issues.  My body was able to take prolonged low intensity beatings without tearing apart and I upped my weekly mileage quickly. I also learned when my body needed easy/rest days. For example, after the speed workout I did with NRC, I was noticeably exhausted for 2 days (despite feeling wonderful and fresh the night of the workout). So I did an easy day on the bike and a SUPER easy 5K the second day (~140-144bpm). I also napped during lunch breaks. Because NAPS.

3) My form seemed to improve. By slowing down, I had a lot more time to focus on correct form and cadence. And I felt WAY more efficient as the weeks went by! My average cadence on most training days fell naturally at 176 spm but seems to trend upwards over time on fresh days. (On recovery days, I don't pay attention to cadence as much - mostly because I feel like a slug.) When I tested my race pace intensities, I easily went to 180 spm and, unless fatigued, I don't overstride.

4) Despite the benefits of jogging slow, I was also always worried that my low speeds would make me slower :(... still, I had to proceed  FOR SCIENCE! Since there have been no race performances to reflect any improvements, I can't exactly "trust" the process just yet. I do vehemently believe it has made me a more structurally sound runner, though. And more consistent. I just feel guilty that this has not been a pure Maffetone experiment as I could not let myself do away with speedwork and tempo work.

Anyways... the objective side effects:

The MAF test results

10/13/2016 3 Mile MAF test
3mi MAF test, 9:42(149bpm), 9:39(149bpm), 9:40(149bpm) 54F

11/13/2016 3 Mile MAF Test (monthly check-in and pre-race test)
3mi MAF test, 8:50(149bpm), 9:02(149bpm), 9:20(149bpm) 63F 

After just one month, at the same heart rate, on the same track, in warmer conditions, I ran my the first mile of the test 52 seconds faster!

I had a very weird 1st MAF test in October where I didn't really fade in pace. Normally, you should fade because of cardiac drift and fatigue. I warmed up for 2 miles before starting the test, so I'm unsure what it was - maybe because it was cold or maybe I warmed up too long? IDK.

Until my next test, I'll just be happy with the improvements I've shown in just one month.

The theoretical MAF race correlations:

MAF    5K   5K   HM   marathon

min/mi pace time time time

10:00  7:30 23:19 1:50 3:53

9:00   7:00 21:45 1:42 3:37
8:45   6:52 21:22 1:41 3:34

8:30   6:45 20:58 1:39 3:30

8:00   6:30 20:12 1:33 3:17

7:30   6:00 18:38 1:26 3:02

7:00   5:30 17:05 1:19 2:47

When I started circa a MAF pace of 9:42-10:00, the 5K time and half marathon times seem to correlate well. My 5K on a flat course was 23:36 (Sep 2016) and my HM (~350ft elevation gain) was 1:49:38 (July 2016). 

I'm hoping that my last MAF test was not a fluke because it would be awesome to get a time closer to the MAF prediction. The Berkeley course is tougher with ~550ft of elevation gain but I hope my newfound strength can make up for it.

Another note: my Garmin's race predictor is interesting. According to my Garmin, I have a VO2 max around 49-50 and I'm capable of running a sub-1:40 =_=. Hah. A girl can dream I guess.

"We never lose our demons, we only learn to live above them."

I can't pretend to understand the gravitas of this year's electoral college and many others have voiced their opinions much more eloquently than I could ever hope. However, I've felt a certain pressure to say something when I read the posts of all my friends. I do have an opinion and I do have the option of resonating it on places like Facebook and Twitter and whatever. But I suppose I've taken a more removed stance on what's going on around me. So here I am on Blogger, where probably only two other people read this regularly, in the hopes that I can retain the memory of the fire I am carrying right now.

On election night, I watched my friends on Facebook shoot out things like "Oh, Canada" and "Why, America?" and instead of getting angry about the election results, I just got angry at what I was reading. I even chided my boyfriend for just joking about moving to Canada and for "not understanding" what was going on.

We should understand it completely. I may be somewhat of an idealist but at least I know that the world is not isolated to our California bubble. The symptoms of a divided America have always been there. Racism, sexism, misogyny, anti-LGBT sentiments have always. been. there. At some point during our social progress (and what exactly is "social progress" anyway?), corruption and fear (mostly fear) will inevitably come out from the shadows.

Again, I can't pretend to fully comprehend all that goes on. But if there's anything I learned while being abroad for nearly 3 years, it's that all the things that Trump represents in the eyes of democratic America (racism, inequality, misogyny, greed, etc.) exist because they are byproducts of human nature. They are convoluted representations of a basic human need for self-preservation.

But there is more to human nature. Juxtaposed to all the jokes about booking the next plane out of the U.S.A. and the severe disappointment with the American populace, there is a very real call for love. Some of my Facebook friends are urging Clinton supporters (or anti-Trump folks) to move forward, have empathy, reminding us that it's only a 4-year term and that there are still many things we can do at this point.

As long as we are here and as long as we have voices, it's our responsibility to use our privileges to make a difference in this world. And we can't do that by turning our back on America, or most importantly, the people in it -- even those who have voted for the 2017 president-elect (reminder: that's nearly half of those who voted in the general election...).

My entire life, I've told myself that we cannot turn our backs on our problems or our communities. We cannot run away from them and try to find our own utopias. Certainly, a utopia (or something close to what you believe is an ideal society) can equip us with the tools and ideals to model our actions towards but, at some point, you must return.

If there's anything good that came out of the general election, it's this: that we might no longer expect the oozing political complacency plaguing many millennials, myself included. As a nation, the viral infections of hate and fear have felt asymptomatic (with the occasional outbreaks reported by mass media) up to this point. But perhaps we reached the fever pitch as the election shocked reality back to the surface.

As the Ancient One once said: "We never lose our demons, we only learn to live above them." (That's a Dr. Strange reference.)

As for me: I was once complacent. But this election could serve as an impetus for me to understand the world. And, idealistically, I remain steadfast with the belief that I can change it in small ways that add up to bigger ones.

Forward.

No injuries this training cycle = success!

Wow! It's been one heck of a training cycle before the Berkeley Half.

I haven't been very race-specific given that I've treated this race as more of a springboard and baseline measurement for my marathon training. But this is certainly the first time I've trained consistently before a race (even if it's just been 4-5 weeks). And that is something to be proud of.

Naturally, I have high hopes for the Berkeley Half. But I'm nervous because I spent the majority of my training at low heart rates. I actually planned to experiment with 4 weeks of training at low heart rate exclusively. However, I figured that since I was injury free at my peak week of 33 miles, I might try a few tune-up workouts with a little speedplay at HM goal pace.

Quick summary of my weekly miles:

Planned mileage for the next 2 weeks are denoted by a lighter color and mileage range. 

As you can see, I dismissed the 10% rule... with reckless abandon AND this doesn't even reflect all of the cross-training I've done on my road bike (hint: it's a ridiculous amount of hours given how busy I am...). I've had four quality long runs and four consecutive weeks of 20+ mpw.... It's a miracle I'm not injured!! (*knock on wood*)

Lack of injury tells me that I'm doing something right by pegging the great majority of my runs as easy runs. And by easy, I mean truly easy (HR<154bpm, ideally <150bpm) @ 9:40-10:00/mile on the flats and even slower on hills. About 50% of my runs in October were fasted morning runs at this low intensity with the intent of training my body to efficiently use fat as a fuel source. This is my spin on the Maffetone Method.

... we shall see in two weeks if I can squeak out a sub-1:45 HM, a longstanding goal of mine. It's completely possible I'm not there yet, especially with respect to the hills.... but it's also possible that I am there! I've just got to trust my training and have fun!

Taper weeks commence! See you soon, Berkeley!

Oh, P.S. I think one thing that has really helped is logging my runs on Strava (see my training log here). It's almost unhealthy how obsessed I've been with the stats (mostly just building mileage). The old me (before I started taking marathon training seriously) would be worried that my followers will think I'm a slowpoke because I'm doing all these easy runs. But low heart training has no ego - and it will be the race results that really count.